So it has been a while since I last posted I'm not on Facebook so I thought that I should update ya'll on what's going on. I've been going through a lot but its been hard. If you didn't know my step dad passed away in November and that has been really hard for me I have missed him a lot. Its hard for me as I walk through things in my past I'm in counseling and its been good but I did not necessarily want to work through but it was not forced I don't think. I want to be authentic in all that I am doing and what better place to do it then in counseling. I started a new semester a while ago and I am on academic probation which is fine a lot of people give me this like sad look when I say that I am on probation but for me it has been a good thing helping stay focused I sometimes lose track of what is important but God has been good.
I'm working and I am really thankful that I have a job but the owner of the place I work at is really moody:) Yes I know I go to moody and I have a moody in the emotional sense that I work for. It can sometimes be annoying. In this job situation I am really learning to find my identity in Christ and not in my job which is what I have done in the pass. I am lerning to rest in the saving work of Christ and not find my identity in my performance which has been an idol of my heart for a long time and man do some things die hard.
Not a long post I am still working through things in my heart and I want to figure out what is appropriate to talk about and share with ya'll as I work through things and feel more ok with what has happen I'll share. Love you all and thank you for reading
